ups and downs and ups

Today feels like it could go either way. My monkey mind decided not to like my outfit and to hammer me all day with how uncool or whatever I look. That, my God-mind tells me, is a triviality compared to my mental health. My spiritual intention is to stay present in the felt-sense of God energy, which finally came to me during my commute after much journaling and pleading and chanting (on my walk from Penn) and a bit of listening, too. I’m very tired and head achey, so I’m also mindful that self compassion is desirable in place of self-pity, not self-punishment, which is where my inner saboteur takes me any time things don’t go the way my ego wants them to. Some mantras for the day (I like to rotate them): “Just this,” and “God Orderly Direction.”

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