God grant me patience…and please hurry. I’m having many opportunity to face my character defects and one is wanting it all, RIGHT NOW! That’s how addicts think. And I’m a food addict, so there you are. Then there are the times when I think I’ve got it. Dangerous! Here’s the dirty little secret: There is no IT!!!! There’s no stopping and there’s nothing solid to stand on. Nothing is certain, and looking for people, places, things and experiences to hold onto is an exercise in life-draining futility. There’s just the now and the flow. At least that’s the way I’m seeing it. Breathing in, breathing out. Greeting all sentient beings, including myself, with unconditional friendliness. Just this. Just this. Just this.